week one…
June 20, 2009, 3:22 am
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its over.
i survived.
though i do have my battle scars.

everything went fine acutally.
besided being sick for most of the week.
i could not have asked for a better group of campers to work with.

the two worst things that happend were some misscomunication errors
and tuesday nights camp out.
long story short.
it rained.
a tent started to leak.
and we had to move 7 male campers
to a shelter.
in the rain
at 12:30 pm

i was soaked from head to toe
and woke up the next moringing looking like a cast member of night of the living dead.
i still dont know where my sleeping bag is from all of that mess.



first day….
June 14, 2009, 3:20 pm
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im a little nervous.
my stomach is a little upset.
and i feel as if i could puke.

its like the feeling you have right before something super life changeing is about to happen.

everything will be fine.

or at least that is what i am telling myslef right now.
we shale see how i feel about it latter tonight after taps.

A is for ________
June 7, 2009, 4:09 am
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so today was hard.
well not really.
the last hour has been.
we ended up watching the diving bell and the butterfly.
intesed of going on a canoe trip.
the movie is amazing.
cinamatophgry is beuituful.
and everything was fine up untill the part where they show how the main chacter ends up paralized.
i lost it then.
sitting in my bean bag on the floor i just started crying.
(about to start again now actually)
at first i dident fully realize what started the water works. untill i remember seeing that reaction before.
seeing a person go though a stroke.
remembering how scared i was.
remembering the EMT’s come up the front stairs.
remembering the hospital.
remembering what it was like with out her living at the house.
and remembering what happend later.

i dont like crying.
especially infront of people
ESPECIALLY infront of people i harldy know.

week one is over…
May 23, 2009, 1:15 am
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ropes training is over
today we actually had a group of campers come to the ropes course.
i realized that i could actually do it.
this wont be as bad as i thought that it would be.

in two weekes i will be back at camp.
in the mean time im in rockford.
then heading up to milwaukee.
im supper excited about hainging out with people before i go away for the summer.
and im nervous about what i will do when camp is over.

everything hurts….
May 22, 2009, 1:08 am
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my arms hurt
my legs hurt
my feet hurt
my left hand hurts
and eventyally i feel a headach coming on

so far so good though
(besideds the list above)

the longer that i am here the more
it seems like i can do this
i have found a few people who i get along with.
and there are some that bug the hell out of me.
but that is expected.

i have already done things that i never thought that i would do.

May 19, 2009, 2:14 am
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first off i do not like this computer.
but it will do.
mainly cause it is the only one i have advailable to me.

so today was my first day at camp.
it was the most i have moved about in a really long time.
walking about ireland does not count.
kayakying might though.
cuase that was tough.
though it was fun.
a little akward getting to know everyone.
but i am always a little akward.

i really miss being comfortable in my surrondings.
i miss being around people i know.
i really miss certin people.
especialy the people who i was just starting to get to know.

tomarrow i will start taking pictures and ill post them here/on flickr just like i did last year when i went to ireland.

i dont know what i will be doing exactly tomarrow.
but i bet it will envolve running about in some fassion.

actually i wont be able to post pictures tomarrow due to the fact that i left my conector cable in MKE.
*hangs head*
so ill still take pictures…..they just wont be posted till next tuesday.