February 5, 2013, 1:25 am
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help me win!!!!!
June 18, 2011, 3:04 am
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so a while ago i entered the instructables cupcake contest with my lemon rainbow cupcakes….
and now i need your help!

on sunday june 18th at midnight
the contest closes for entrys….
and the voting begins.

this is where i need your help….
go to my instructables page.
(link provided at the end of my plea for help)
vote for me
get your friends to vote for me
get your mom to vote for me
get your children to vote for me..

your votes will help me become a finalist.
then the future of my cupcakes rests in the hands
of the instructable judges.
*crosses fingers*

if not i hate you
and all your dreams are dead.

vote here for awesomeness

three songs….
April 1, 2011, 9:04 pm
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three songs that perfectly describe my day…

mumford and sons – not in nottingham

flight of the concords- mother uckers

gogol brodello- oh no!

September 16, 2010, 11:46 pm
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so i am in the process of redesigning my website
its less of a pain in the ass then it was last time
when i was creating all the code and stuff myself
thank you wordpress and graph paper press for your awesomeness

check out the work in progress here

new favorite song
September 6, 2010, 3:40 am
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mumford and sons
after the storm
sigh no more

im drunk. you can disregard this post
May 21, 2010, 8:37 am
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so i have spent the last couple of hours crying.
for one reason or another.

lauren told me that she is going to live with her BF when our lease is up.
my first reaction is that i knew it was coming.
i even said the words
“and you dont want me there with you”
(or something to that effect)
before she could.

later i cryed.
a lot.
i just had this overwheaming feeling that i was not wanted.
that i was being tossed aside
that i dident count.

and i know that is not the case.
i know that she loves me
and for some stupid reason always will

it just hurts.
the last straw.
my breaking point.

cause i dont know what i am going to do
things are changing
and its scarry

its been a while…
May 10, 2010, 7:13 am
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i know
and i am sorry.
if you have not been able to tell
i have been in a funk for sometime.
one might call it depression.
i have not really done anything for awhile.
besides go to work
and sleep.

and that does not even really happen
till about 4am most nights

tomorrow i am going to try to be productive in some way.
either by cleaning,
or writing…