Chapa

boy:     …it’s just strange. It feels like being dumped all over again, and at the same time like I felt the first
             night I spent with her…

me:
i know exactly what you are talking about.
and you dont sound like an idiot
there are people in my past who i still have feelings for.
and sometimes seeing them and talking to them hurt.
and sometimes im a dumbass and and sleep with them because i am lonely
fully well knowing that an actual relationship between us would never work out.
i want and need things that they can give.
at the time it feels right.
like it used to be…. easy….. simple…..warm
but the next morning it hurts.
at the time i loved them….and still do.
i think that if you truly love someone
(as long as they dont do anything harmful to you)
you will always love them. that love might change.
but it is still present.

boy:
I think that’s more or less my dilemma

me:
here is two of my fave quotes on the subject
love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does.
love is a battle
love is a war
love is growing up – james baldwin
….and….

boy :
I have to kill it, and say that I’ve never liked Baldwin……
…sorry…

me:
meh
i have another
cuando el amor no es locura, no es amor. – pedro calderon de la barca
when love is not madness, it is not love.

boy:
There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.

me:
*ndos*
**nods**